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Thursday, December 6, 2012

A Post to Think Back


Well...where should i start? I had been sick for two weeks and i Finally found the reason why.
All these past symptoms all these past aches and probably my insomnia is all linked to this particular illness. It's not easy but I am bombarding myself with medicines everyday to combat this disease.

The good thing is that I now know what is really causing all these symptoms in my body. Also, it will take a long time to permanently cure it, however it's all good. As long as I keep taking the meds, i know that I'll get better eventually.

My problem now is my appetite. I seem to have lost it...I eat whenever my stomach aches. Even if it does, the sense of being "hungry" was lost to me. It's probably because of the medicine or it's probably because of my state of mind. Still chomping down at food without enjoying it is a little hmmm...WEIRD?

I love to eat, i eat every now and then but even now...while eating my favorite foods i don't find any satisfaction. No appetite, no nothing. Sure the taste is there, but aside from that things have changed. After my fever has subsided my sense of taste has been off. Anyways, I'm positive that things will eventually return to normal after a few days.

December...doesn't make me feel excited for a reason. This year, it seems to me that I still don't feel that "Christmas Spirit" thing that i always feel whenever this season comes. Probably because of the things that I've been thinking (and doing) as of late.

Still, I am still in pursuit of my happiness and I know that this happiness....will lead the way to Greatness.

Till next time...

Keep the Flames Burning!

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