Lost Momentum

May had been a very good month for me. I was able to sleep at least 3-6 hours everyday and it made me feel better. Unfortunately, i thought that i was finally able to cure my insomnia and yet the momentum was broken...2 days ago.

Yes, i did not manage to get any sleep for 2 straight days once again (sighs). Every night has been a battle to get some sleep and i feel really miserable right now. Well, i guess perfecting my "auto sleep" technique should really be my priority in order to feel comfortable every single day. I guess I'm going to do the usual thing i do every night "Ignore the problem" and hope my subconscious mind will have mercy on me and knock my consciousness away for a few hours.

The Rainy season is also gearing up in full and we had encountered some heavy rains as of late. The rain also helps in keeping the temperature towards my liking and hopefully, i will be able to get a few hours of rest tonight (i really hope so). June should be a month of surprises and things will surely start to roll on this month.

Hope you guys are ready for June and until then...

Keep the Flames Burning!

Head...Hurting...Again ~_~

One of the things that i try to avoid at all cost (especially when i don't get any sleep) is travelling for more than an hour. Last night I was able to get home at around 1am in the morning. The journey back home was only for an hour but i felt miserable afterwards. I feel like puking, the ache in my head won't stop hurting and frankly, i wouldn't be surprised if my world started spinning at that point.

Thankfully it didn't, still...my head is killing me right now. I only got 2 hours of sleep last night and i feel like I'm going down with the cold. The thing is, my temperature is stable and the only thing that is hurting is my head. Sure, the pain reliever did its job and eased down the pain (for a few hours) and now it is back again.

*Sigh* I'll remember this lesson and try not to travel during the "whee hours of the night". It is not worth the effort and the backlash is seriously killing me. So far, all is well with my "part time job" and i am actually enjoying the company of my team-mates. I know that in good time, we will be able to accomplish the things that many thought was just a pipe dream. For now, I am building a castle in the sky....now i just need to make sure that the bricks that I'm using will stay afloat.

Hope you guys will have a great week ahead of you...

Till next time...

Keep the Flames Burning!

Rainy Month of May

I am truly grateful that the month of May brought the rain along with her. It always rains during the afternoon and it helps a lot, in keeping everyone's tempers on check.As for me, my target is to go to Japan by next year. I am now giving my current...hmm..."sideline" my 80% (at the moment) because there are still a lot of things that I need to do, before i give it my all.

I am now readying myself to accept criticisms and rejections, something that i hadn't thought of doing way back then. I know that in order to reach my "Selfish Dream" i need to put some effort into it. Aside from trying to learn Japanese, i stumbled upon a unique group of people. I believe that these people are going to play a major part in the things that I am going to do a few months from now. I feel blessed to be a part of their team and i know that i can rest assured that I am in very capable hands.

So before i close this short post of mine, i would like to tell everyone that sometimes, we need a little push on the back to move forward. It may take a little courage and swallowing a bit of your pride to ask someone "C'mon, give me a push here" to get things started.

May everyone enjoy this rainy month of May and may our blessings be as plentiful as the rain that is falling down from the sky each and every day.

Till next time...

Keep the Flames Burning!