Rising from the Ashes

Hero - Super Cell

Friday, December 28, 2012

Walk for a Cause


This past few days has been spent on eating (since it was christmas) and walking with my team on different locations. It was fun and tiring at the same time, it has been a while since i walked for 4-5 hours straight and i was surprised to find my legs aching when i got back home.

Things seems to be looking great as the year ends and yes, It didn't end last Friday (yeah~ you know right? wenk wenk). So anyways, I am listing my new years resolution for the next year and I plan to go back to the basics of learning japanese. Yeah~ I think i forgot some of the characters for Hiragana and Katakana because this and that happened.

Fortunately, I made it a point to take 100% responsibility for my life and i plan on attracting happiness today, tomorrow and the whole year round. When things go bad as it usually does, I just tend to close my eyes for a few seconds and think of happy thoughts. That is all and i feel that things are working out the way it should be. The EFT is also helping me a lot and my sleeping cycle is getting better and better.

I do wish that the day will come when i can "automatically" sleep like i used to, but still i am thankful for what i have right now. Let me greet you all a belated Merry Christmas and Advance Happy New Year.

I wish that you will experience all the happiness this world has to offer.

Till next time....

Keep the Flames Burning!

Thursday, December 6, 2012

A Post to Think Back


Well...where should i start? I had been sick for two weeks and i Finally found the reason why.
All these past symptoms all these past aches and probably my insomnia is all linked to this particular illness. It's not easy but I am bombarding myself with medicines everyday to combat this disease.

The good thing is that I now know what is really causing all these symptoms in my body. Also, it will take a long time to permanently cure it, however it's all good. As long as I keep taking the meds, i know that I'll get better eventually.

My problem now is my appetite. I seem to have lost it...I eat whenever my stomach aches. Even if it does, the sense of being "hungry" was lost to me. It's probably because of the medicine or it's probably because of my state of mind. Still chomping down at food without enjoying it is a little hmmm...WEIRD?

I love to eat, i eat every now and then but even now...while eating my favorite foods i don't find any satisfaction. No appetite, no nothing. Sure the taste is there, but aside from that things have changed. After my fever has subsided my sense of taste has been off. Anyways, I'm positive that things will eventually return to normal after a few days.

December...doesn't make me feel excited for a reason. This year, it seems to me that I still don't feel that "Christmas Spirit" thing that i always feel whenever this season comes. Probably because of the things that I've been thinking (and doing) as of late.

Still, I am still in pursuit of my happiness and I know that this happiness....will lead the way to Greatness.

Till next time...

Keep the Flames Burning!