Dreams of an Anime Lover

I had been watching anime's for as long as i can remember. I just started reading manga for the past 3 years. I had been to anime cosplays (no i didn't join them) and watched as certain bands play anime songs. Probably one of the most common and simplest dreams of all will be to visit Japan (of course). But me, personally i want to at least experience an Anime Concert. I happen to watch one of those in youtube, one of my most favorite songs Happy Material from Mahou Sensei Negima. Don't ask me what kind of anime it is.

It's sad to say i didn't see any K-ON Live Concerts on Animelo (since it just recently started). I hope i would be able to see and feel this type of concert with my own eyes. I guess i better start saving money and go to their anime convention next year. A pilgrimage of shorts (babaw noh?), I'm sure you would understand if you are an anime fan. There is nothing special about it, just something you want to do in a whim.

As for now what else? I'm thinking of doing a lot of things, but i don't know where to start. One of my Agenda's is to pig out on different food chains, outlets this year. Ohohohoho~ I just want to have a taste of everything (since I'm a lover of good food). Well it's almost my birthday and i feel like I'm getting old (I just feel, i refuse to acknowledge that fact! at least not yet ^3^). I'm probably going to bake another cake (which i'm sure will be somewhere between brownies and pudding). Pizza's actually are easier to make. You just pound them into submission xD!

Halfway through the year and its Christmas again, times flies so i guess we should make the best of Life. You'll never know when were going to leave this world and i don't want to have any regrets.

Oh yeah~ i plan to buy a lot of fantasy books as well. I'm running out of ideas in my line of work. I applied as an article writer and everyday has been hell. No, to make it simple everyday is a deadline. Work for the day must be finished in 5-6 hours so that everyone will be happy.

Like my boss said
"Don't believe of everything you hear at making "Easy" Money Online. It requires hard work, persistence and dedication. The rest is just Luck or Bull$hit!"
Well, i have to agree. It might seem easy, but it is a lot harder than you think it is. But still, i get to earn money while i'm at home so its pretty convenient.
Anyways, for the time being i bid you a good week and hope to see rainy days ahead.


"Keep the Flames Burning"

Waiting For the Rain to Come...

The heat is killing me...seriously it never felt this hot before. I'm sure almost everyone feels the same way. I wish that it will rain soon (very very soon). I'm sure most of you know how i feel (those that always read my blog) i love the rainy season. Masarap kasi mag Emo pag rainy season. I can sleep during the afternoons, relax becoz the weather is cool, and basically just be lazy PERIOD!

I am in dire need of something to read, of course it should be on the fantasy side of things. I don't like to read about romance(no comment), horror (it's not scary), and outer space stories (please, i don't need it). Something to occupy my mind at least for a few days, can't think of something to do at the moment. Doing a couple of things here and there, tweaking my life here and there, maintaining my dead brain cells here and there. Here there, everywhere tweak tweak (Don't get confused, those are just rants from a person suffering from too much heat).

I baked a cake today and it turned into a pudding. Oh well, i guess i'll try to make a pudding next time and hope that it will become a cake (Nevertheless it was delicious, chocolate coffee cake errr pudding rocks!). Oh yeah i almost forgot, i made another pizza...4 of them to be exact. Two were super spicy (really really spicy) and one burned and one perfectly made. I guess my baking skills are improving...a little xD!

A time may come...when my courage fails and i'll break all bonds of cookware.
A day of woes and scattered eggs, when my age of baking comes tumbling down!
But it is not this day! This day i bake! For all that i hold dear in this good earth, I Bid you...please cakes,pizza's,cookies,pudding,brownies Don't get burned!

Seriously i will have to stop here. The heat is taking its toll and before i made any more nonsensical rants and demented posts, i bid you cooler days and rainy days to come.

Keep the flames Burning!

Rain! Come soon please...

Unexpected Tears from my Online Game that i really loved

This is really ironic, i should be happy right now. I am happy yes, because my Guild has won a tournament that leads us one step closer to our Dream. However, out of pure "Baka~ness" And i Quote it with "BAKA". I looked for Videos of Rose Online, Yes this kiddy Game is not just a Kiddy Game to me...It is where Phoenix all started. Its good that it was born in this cute, harsh, and very Competitive World. Believe it or not...the world of the Seven Hearts is not all about Cuteness, Its all about Close Bonds, Love, Respect and Loyalty at its fullest. A Clan (Family) Unlike a Guild (Organization) To me, is better. Although in Rohan Online it is referred to as a Guild, i still call it "Clan". Now back to the Clan, it is composed of only 15 people. So you would really...as in really get to know this 15 people. They became my closest best friends (Closest best friends? new term eh? xD!). They are the people i trusted the most. Up to now even if we are busy with our Lives, we still find time to talk to each other through the net. Forgive me pero i will speak in Filipino in my next sentences...naging Emo Mode ako bigla.

Well, gaya ng sabi ko nag browse ako sa youtube. Then Bigla kong nakita ang isang Music Video ng Rose Online...tapos ung Background Music is "Farewell" O diba? Amf...sino di maiiyak sa kanta na yan?

Ok, back to myself. Well yes, its so babaw. Pero naiyak ako ng naalala ko ung Past game ko (Iyak ha, hindi hagulHol, wag kang exag...magkaiba un xD!). I really felt the loss, when that game shut down. Parang di ko alam gagawin ko nun, Panic Mode...kulang na lng sampalin ako ng mga members ko. "HOY! may YM amp! Dun mag usap, di pa to ang huli mga baliw!! Yes we were still young back then, so young in mind and heart. Kahit mga Age is *ahem* not so young na...i remember may lola ako dun. Si LolaEmel, i think nasa 50+ na sya, and she stills play Online Games! Kaya nyo un? Labs ko un si Lola kow...huhu T___T miss ko na sya, nakalimutan ko lng kunin yung contact no. nya...

Sabi ko nga eh, medyo nabigla ako...wala ako sa katinuan. Didn't think about getting contacts and such nanghihinayang talaga ako...i can't turn back time. I can only look back and remember.

Yes, naiyak ako...out of longing of a once beautiful and cute world...the Land of the Seven Hearts...The Story of the Legendary Baka Warriors...and the first home of Phoenix Clan.

From the depths of my Heart i say...

"Tell the Roseans~ Gamers passing By!
That on Every Game i Play...By Rosean Laws!
I Fly..."


I Love everyone from Polaris Server, Rose Online Philippines.
I hope kung nasan man kayo ngayon, May our paths cross again.

-StriderMaster
Phoenix Grand Clan Master.
"Rebirth of the Future, From the Ashes of the Past"


Have a good week everyone, and God Bless.

My First and Last act of Kindness?

I had never liked to give alms to beggars (Im not a rich person, and i get annoyed easily). However, i made an exemption today. I gave someone 200Php, Why? For a reason that im supposed to believe. Some May say that i was stupid, some might think of me as gullible, and some would think its noble (Please, the last thing i want to be called is noble).

Im not someone who likes to play the hero (But a few years ago that is what i try to be "Heavily emphasize about YEARS AGO"). So what is the reason why i gave some money to a complete stranger, that might be just telling me some convenient lie that would make me feel pity and therefore land him some easy cash?

I can only say this... If indeed it was just a scam to get my sympathy (and cash, of course) then the only thing that was taken from me is 200Pesos. However, if indeed he was telling the truth, then i believe in all honesty...that what i did was priceless.

I also made a promise that it would be "The last act of kindness" that i might give to those that prowl the streets, begging for a few coins. I'm not a good Person, and the last thing i want to be called is "Mr.Nice Guy". Whatever the outcome of my action, i sincerely hope that i made the right choice.

If not, then i hope that someday...when i am in the same situation, someone might offer me some kindness, so that i might say to myself...."Thank you Lord,I made the right Choice".



Have a great week everyone.


"Keep the Flames Burning Phoenixians"

When where Bound By Eternity and Undying Memory

What more can i say? You've thrown everything at me, and dared me to speak? What words? and how many blood must i shed? For Fealty's Sake?
The Journey has been hard and demanding, You never tried to understand, how hard it is to stand and keep on going?
What have you learned? from everything that has p@ssed? Don't tell me you learned nothing....that is just too sad.

One Light keeps everyone fighting, one shout as strong as thunder and lightning. As you can see only a few are left standing, and you just sit there....watch and do....nothing.

I had tried to understand you, and not forsake you. But you guys kept your distance.
A few helped and offered some resistance...this world, your kind...doesn't know the word "Repentance".
As i now look at the Future Ahead, why do i see only colors of Red?
How come everyone's fighting? Can't you just all stop and start dancing?

Meeting you here and now is almost a show.
Sparks Fly and Neon Lights Glow...
The world is waiting for things to merge.
And on that day things will converge.

A Faceoff is eminent and inevitable that is so true.
Which side will you go? Whose Knight are you?
Where does your loyalty lie? Or everything you said were just a lie?
Does your name and friends doesn't mean much to you?
To Fade away~ Fade away~ let everything Fade Away?

Till that moment come to p@ss...
How long will you last?
When the Prince and the Queen are the last one's standing...
Not man of steel...Nothing is real except for Love.
When you believe in Human~ Touch.

Countdown Begins!

Ah yes...February is here, What comes first in your mind? Do i even need to ask? Valentines is here once again! Well its a good time for those people that are in-love, about to fall in love, and just so crazy in love. Well, I don't have a valentine this year. Becoz i don't want one just yet =P (Yes! Mind your own business hmmmp!!). Im about to venture into something new...i won't tell you what it is, at least not for now. But, i seriously hope it turns out well.

Im probably going to bake at least 2 cakes this month and make some pizza. I think i have a thing for baking, it feels good to beat the dough to a pulp. It's like hitting someone on the face! Only Better! (lol) . Now i understand why some people enjoy baking, its addicting and a worthwhile hobby. It brings happiness to you and to other people (Just as long as its not burned). If you feel like doing nothing, Get some recipe's in the net, Buy an oven....and find someone to clean the mess your about to unleash inside your kitchen >:3

And yes...I hope I'll be able to Buy the continuation to my "Kushiel Series" this month. Its been a while, and I'm really craving for something interesting to read. As you know I'm a voracious reader and i will definitely read anything worth reading.
So see you guys next week.
Till then be safe and God Bless.

Keep the flames Burning...

Revision of Blog

Well since i'll be posting at least 2 or 3 times a month, better fix my blog and add some tunes. Nothing much happened after the New Year, only feeling a little stressed lately due to some stupid people xD! this world never run out of them right?

So i hope that those who would visit my blog would like this songs that i made especially just for you guys. Till then keep reading my psychotic posts and try not to do the same mistakes i did on your own blog. Anyways, i bring you...songs of the demented *bow*.

I really need to remember how to breathe~ its getting hard to do just that.

"Keep the Flames Burning"